Sunday, May 24, 2009

Our faithful family companion - Pip


Meet Pippin, she's nine today and I'm glad she's still here.

She was discovered by my son in a pet shop a little over 2 years after our last dog had passed away. James was 16 at the time and learning a lot of responsibilities and at just 8 weeks of age she became one of those responsibilities. James could hold her in one hand and she was an adorable little white bit of fluff that was ALL terrier! Or TERROR as we have come to equate it. She is named for one of the Hobbit companions of the Lord of The Rings. James named her after a Hobbit because of her pointy ears, bowed (back) legs, and hairy feet. And the name is perfect!

When we moved to the Airstream in May 2008, I knew that of all of us, she would be sacrificing the most, she was 8 years and had grown up with freedom and full range of yard, home and patio. Now I would be asking her to live in 30 feet of limited space with unpredictable temperatures and long hours by herself while I attended school. I considered fostering her with my parents in Georgia, but Pippin wouldn't hear of it, and she gave it her all and explored and made the best of it for over 4 months.

In late September, Pippin was unable to jump up on the couch and I took her to see her vet who diagnosed her as having pulled/strained a muscle in her lower back, he prescribed an anti-inflammatory and stated that if it did not heal we would need to look further and worst case would be a ruptured disc in her back. Two days later (on a Monday), I awoke to her throwing up and running a slight fever. I cleaned her up, she perked up, went outside did her business and begged for a treat before I left for work, but she was still running a fever. I went to work, but could not stop feeling like something wasn't right. I left work around 2:30 and by the time I got back home she was lying on the floor having thrown up everything, she was unable to keep water down and was unable to stand, I scooped her up placed her in the car and headed for the vet's office. She was seen by the associate of her regular doctor, who gave her antibiotics, anti-emitics and ran lots of tests. There was no definitive diagnosis by the time we left, we would have to wait for the lab results to come back. Over the next 2 weeks Pip waxed and waned, the lab results showed no bacterial or viral infection.

A month after the onset Pip was having difficulty getting her back legs up under her, I would pick her up, massage the muscles of her back legs and carry her outside and we would walk slowly. I called my vet an
d explained the problems she was seen and they were more concerned about elevated liver panels from earlier in the summer because of steroid use for her skin condition. Additional examination by these vets revealed no problems and they wanted to hold her for a day and do extended testing on her liver and xrays to rule out a ruptured disc. I had a friend who does mobile xray take the films and took them to my vet where they stated that they did not see signs of a ruptured disc but still needed to their own xrays to rule out other problems and they kept insisting that liver panels needed to be done. Things escalated and I began considering putting Pip down, she was unable to stand on her own, her appetite became non-existent and the vets still insisted on doing liver panels. In conversation with my vet he agreed that her liver was not the cause of her muscle weakness and we agreed to set up a day for me to drop her off to do extensive xrays and he would prescribe her an anti-inflammatory. I called the following day to arrange to pick up the rx, and was met with resistance from the other vet about the rx because of her elevated liver panels. I explained to the vet that the liver was the least of my concerns, and that I had spoken with the other vet the day before and that at this time the liver was not the cause of her muscle and leg problems and was therefore the least of my problems. My vet came on the phone line and yelled that since they could not make me happy that I need to pick up Pip's records and he hung up on me. I sat in my office in shock and began to cry. I could not believe that they would just dismiss Pippin like that, I felt like they had just given up on her. That was in December.

I set out looking for a new vet, talking with friends and looking online at various vets in the area. Someone told me how his vet had saved his dog from dying of diabetes and had kept him alive for over 3 years by using innovative and aggressive methods to treat and control the diabetes. I was sold and I made an appointment for Pippin with the a group of vets in St. Augustine that not only had a full hospital/surgical services, but boarding, a pet shop and grooming. After the first visit Pip was diagnosed with an severe bladder infection with 2 different bacterial organisms and a possible diagnosis for the muscle weakness. Her vet set out to aggressively treat the bladder infection which took a month to cure, once that was cured we could concentrate on the cure of her muscle w
eakness. After just 5 hours and a test costing less than $100.00, Pip was diagnosed with Addison's disease. Her medical therapy? Prednisone, 2.5mg per day - the same drug that caused her old vets to panic about her liver. Pip has had her first check up after a month of taking Prednisone and she's fine - electrolytes are good, and her liver panels are fine.

That was in March, friends and family are amazed at her recovery, ma
ny state that they were sad just watching her struggle and they felt that I had not faced reality and that I was going to have to put her down. She is back to being the terror, Pippin the Pest, Stink Rotten, Peepers, Princess Pippin, our fuzzy heart.

Thank you Dr. Deckard!

Happy Birthday Pip!


Still here, and still crazy after a year ...

Yes, it's actually has been a year since I moved in to the Airstream, and I'm still in the same place (an RV park in N.E Florida). Since my last post a lot has gone on, school, family, friends, work and Pippin's illness.

I am still attending college, when you work full time it's hard to take more than 2-3 classes per semester. But I will succeed, it'll just take me a little longer.

We have weathered T.S. Faye late last summer, the winter and we have managed to stay warm and dry (which is a feat when you live in an aluminum can).

But today is a special day, it's a different day and one that is dedicated to my companion on this journey to make changes in my life, it also happens to be her birthday. And she deserves her own post, which follows ...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Explanations

Time to back up and explain why I've made the lifestyle change from townhouse with private patio to a 30+ year old Airstream. I was at the proverbial fork in the road of my life -
  1. I could keep going living paycheck to paycheck, and stay in my job and make changes as management and the healthcare field changes, and keep repairing my car and buying older model used cars (can't afford a large car payment + full coverage insurance when you live paycheck-to-paycheck) - OR
  2. I could go back to college and make my own future ... my parents had the Airstream and by borrowing it and living in it here in Florida, I found I could cut my monthly living expenses (rent, electric, phone and water) down to a third of what it was previously. This would allow me to pay for college and save towards a new car.
With the support of my family and most of my friends I have made this move successful, there are some regrets but for the most part everything has been positive.

In parting my thoughts go out to the residents of Texas during this time of devastation and struggle due to Hurricane Ike
.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Rain, Rain, Go Away ...


I'm starting on day 4 of Tropical Storm Fay; as a tropical storm she has made history - she's been unpredictable and just as dangerous as the hurricane she could have been.

I spent two days at home, yesterday was better BUT also worse. I had no power loss [major kudos to JEA and the St. Johns county, Duval county and the City of Jacksonville personnel] so I was able to keep a watch on the conditions. The rain and wind was just as bad, if not worse. At one point the rain was a steady downfall for 4 hours and since we were in what was considered the tail of the storm the conditions spawned tornadoes on land and water spouts over the ocean. To me this is scarier

In my previous post, I indicated that I spent a lot of time on the NOAA/GOES website; I've included in this post their image of the day for yesterday so you can see how big this tropical system is - at one point I listened to a report that stated that Fay was over 600 miles in diameter and reached from Miami to Atlanta. WOW! How funny is it that the outer bands of this storm stretch all the way to my family in Georgia?

Because I currently reside in the Airstream, many of my friends and family have called me throughout the past 4 days, I am grateful for their love and concern and their outpouring of kindness in offering me shelter.

I am not fooled, I know that we are not through with Fay, we are still receiving occasional showers and gusts of wind but I can't help but smile at the ray of sunshine bravely pushing through a rift in the clouds brightening the inside of the Airstream. Illuminating the skylights through which I had previously watched the wind whip the trees into a tempest.

I wish you all wonderful weather and if not, that you find a ray of sunshine when the storm has passed.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Pippin this isn't Kansas and that's no tornado ...

Growing up, I've lived in mobile homes which meant you kept a watch on the weather. Living in Florida, hurricanes are a given, I've even enjoyed many a hurricane party in my twenties.

Now that I'm living in the Airstream, I try to keep a closer watch on the weather - with the awning out terms like "wind speed" and "gusts" take on a whole new meaning. Because I do not have a vehicle that can move this house on wheels, I have become a watcher of the skies, a listener of weather forecasts, and a constant visitor to the GOES-NOAA website. This allows me time to coordinate with my Dad (keeper of the vehicle big enough to pull my home to safety) a plan for moving the Airstream should a hurricane decide to carve a path towards my current path in life.

The Keys are currently being evacuated due to Fay who is currently a tropical storm but due to hit the warm waters of the Gulf and expected to become a hurricane. Should I need to flee, I will keep you updated.

Goodnight, I will sleep well as the gentle rains lull me to sleep.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Learning To Let Go


I spent this past weekend photographing a wedding at Fort Clinch; a state park on Amelia Island in NE Florida. The winding drive to the beach brought back so many memories of happy summers in that very park discovering the sea and all it's natural treasures with my son when he was young.

I miss you JT and hope that some day you will be able to visit that same park with your children.

Living in the Airstream you learn to let go of other things as well - space, a sense of privacy, freezer capacity and a few others that don't come to mind just now.

There are a few other things in my professional life that I am learning to let go of as well. To maintain sanity and to provide myself with the ability to move forward with completing my degree I am learning how not to take everything asked of me as my responsibility. And I'm learning to do this with the help of my boss.

But one thing I'm not letting go of is my artistic side - a side of me nurtured and encouraged by my mother. I've recently purchased a new Canon Rebel XTi, a digital SLR camera - I am having SO much fun discovering the digital world.
The photo above is Fort Clinch at sunset on August 1st after a storm.

Learn to let go of something ...
Learn to embrace the things you are given ...
Rediscover something your creative side ...



Saturday, July 5, 2008

Water, water everywhere ...

When a drip-drop becomes a splish-splash you have to make sure it doesn't become water, water everywhere with nary a drop to drink.

I had my first lesson in plumbing today (sans the butt-crack thang). The Airstream developed a pinpoint leak under the kitchen sink, which I didn't notice until the carpet in front of the sink became wet (I almost blamed the dog). I quickly shut off the water from the outside, and did what all girls tend to do that have no sense about maintenance - called Dad. Guess I have to do this myself [looking around, nope no man around] - [with the water off this means no hand or face washing, no showers, and no going to the bathroom] - yep, I've got to do this myself.

To the hardware store with a list of stuff to buy (courtesy of Dad [there's a really cool tool for cutting pvc pipe, I now own one]) and back home again.


The whole job took me about an hour - less than 5 minutes to cut away the elbow that was cracked, where the leak was, - 15 minutes to put all together and glue in place -40 minutes trying to open the cans of pvc pipe cleaner and pvc pipe glue.

But it's done, and I did it. I will make this work. I can make this work.

Tomorrow I tackle that damn awning!